I HATE MY JOB

I hate it
It makes me cry. I am trying to understand why I am being tortured to work here. Why I cannot find one god-damn job for the life of me. Am I this fucking stupid? Am I really that unintelligent that not one job I can go and secure and move on from this place? This job makes me so furious, I want to scream and cry. I envy everyone who loves what they do. I would quit in a minute if I could. I would waitress full time.
I HATE THIS JOB